Crowned Castle

Far And Few Between

Saturday, January 11, 2003

+++..n dE sHeEp mKs aNothEr eNTRy..+++

i hv de song for all time playin..n yes..it reminds me of her..-sighx-..
ke..kinda miss her though..no matter how much she leads me on..
-shrugs-..n no matter how bastard u all tink she is..=x..
ok..i noe..i noe..im stupid..dun need sae.....
i noe laura will sae.."u hv a great gf now..dun tink bout her"..
i noe..shes great..yeahz..-smiles-...

ok..i woke up at 8+ 2dae..cos i couldnt slp le..den i didnt wan 2 waste time lyin on de bed..
so i bath..den i started studyin..goodness..im mad nowadaes..
havin a tution at 11am..den goin 2 study de whole damn dae..
wad a wae 2 spend my sat..-sighx-..

de main purpose y i blog was bcos..
i was lookin thru de past entries n jo's past entries..
de ones last year n all..how fast time flies..
-shrugs-..
how beautiful tis yr started..
n i wan it 2 end jus tis waae..
beautiffully..-prays-..
i remb de past..de pain i went thru..de tings i took 4 granted..de people i took 4 granted..
i noe im learnin now..
learnin how 2 be a beta person..
learnin 2 correct my faults..
learnin 2 pick myself up frm my falls..
learnin not 2 slack..
n of cos..learnin 2 find myself..

i dun tink im dat great..though ac alwaes saes..
" u r a great darling..blah blah blah.."..
im not..sumtimes..i tink im selfish..
but tis is all human nature rite?..
but i cant jus blame everyting on human nature..
hv 2 overcum it myself..-sighx-..
everyone has faults..
so do i..
but y does it looks like..
i hv de most?..

yest karen called me n said..
"im becomin more cynical.."..
i was happy 4 her..n i wan 2 be cynical too..
-smiles-..im happy 4 u baby..=)..

so y am i sayin so much since my yr has been so great?..
i jus thot i shldnt tk everyting 4 granted..
i shld get ready 4 de worst..-giggles-..
sounds kinda silly 2 me..like goin 2 hv war lidat..lolx..

anywae..i tank de people who hv seen me thru my life..
de wae ive grow..n de encouragment u all gave me..
tanks..=)..

+++..n i hereby pray 4 world peace..+++

Thursday, January 09, 2003

++++...yEs..iTs mE agN..dE oNE whO diD dAt EntRy.-points below..++++

father..jowee..law..osi..left like an hour ago i guess..dey were here 2 mess my rm..yes dey were..
but me jo n law were studyin..like AA..yes angelic angels..

dae was fineeeeeeee..maths was alittle hard 2dae..no pee..had a silly lit lesson..a stupid physics..
n yes..love eng n chinese as usual..n y am i tokin bout sch..tskx..

N levels r SEPTEMBER..n i heard..we need 2 get 7points 2 get promoted?..
tis is MADNESS..how cum i goin 2 do it?..im goin 2 die..
----..not goin 2 tink bout it..----..
----..not goin 2 tink bout it..----..
----..not goin 2 tink bout it..----..
----..not goin 2 tink bout it..----..
----..not goin 2 tink bout it..----..

..--------..4 sumone i love..yes..AC..--------
---->i wan u 2 noe..im always here..2 stand by u..
yes..n dats point 1..
------->i love u..many many..
n yes..im not lyin..
----------->do not look down on urself...cos..wadeva ppl tink of u..got nothin 2 do wif u..
its true..
-------------->u will only win de battle when u tink highly of urself..
-winks-..i noe u can do it..
----------------->u r a WONDERFUL n a GREAT person..
u r..if not i wun love u wor..muacks..
----------------->u r a WONDERFUL n a GREAT person..
----------------->u r a WONDERFUL n a GREAT person..
----------------->u r a WONDERFUL n a GREAT person..
----------------->u r a WONDERFUL n a GREAT person..
----------------->u r a WONDERFUL n a GREAT person..

remb tis k dar..cos u can do it..dunwana see u sad cos it brks my hrt..
dunwana see u cry cos it mks my hrt bleeds..
though u dun always need me..im here..
jus like the end of a book will always be wif de begining..
u r de middle..i am de end..n ur begining..hugs..

4 success...99% is ur hard wk..n 1% is ur intelligence..

i am the wae..de truth n de light..

-----..i still feel the sublime..do u?...----

+++..im leavinnnnnnnggggggg..+++

Wednesday, January 08, 2003

++++..hiE..iM pinKsHeEp..+++++

ok..DAT sounded silly..-points up-..

-----..i feel it...i feel a sense of sublime..do u?..------

ok..8 more months b4 my N levels..-shivers-..my year has been goin on..1word..GREAT..

New year's resolution?..
abit 2 late 4 it la..

but i really wana do SUPER well 4 N levels..if not i will die..REALLY..tskx..
n..i wana be more commited..in love?..lolx..
n..learn 2 bulid up myself agn..as in..as my sch moto..
Moulding of the heart..Enriching the mind..
yeahz..
be a beta fren..beta gf..beta dotter..wadeva..lolx..

Lit is fun..Social studies is borin..maths is gettin interesting..physics is ok..Biology is too hard..Geo is jus rite..im reachin dere..i hope..

-chants-..good results..good results..good results..

wad is a poem..my teacher asked...
sumone answered..
"a poem is a poem.."
"a poem consists of words"
"a poes is a poem"
"a poem consists of words"
n it goes on....n on...

Religion lessons..my teacher asked..
"ANy ques bout life?"..i couldnt tink of ani..oh god..

Lewis Caroll is a pedophile..
n i..am a lesbian..

lolx..tis is crap..

-----..i feel it...i feel a sense of sublime..do u?..------

++++..n i lEAvEx..++++

Monday, January 06, 2003

Coldplay
The Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming in tales
Heads are a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and hold me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Sunday, January 05, 2003

sorry...if its hard to read the DAMN THING BELOW....its suppose to be fm the longest line to the shortest..but..to bad..things didnt work out..just like what happened to the person n someone..tata..

>>>>>>>>>>Why is it that you appear so often in my dreams<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>All é times that we nv did what we wanted to<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I can't make a move to save myself<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I've lost you,n you're nv to return<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>But why now,of all times?<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Feeling half as good<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>The distance grows<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>it all falls down<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Wake up<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>its over<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<